It's been such a long time.. Reading Sophie's world makes my head spin with a lot of ideas.. I would have written this a long time ago.. but i just haven't found the time..

anyway.. i would just be dropping by.. i would just want to share something about what i have read... the questions and insights here that are really philosophical are written/ found in the white envelopes mailed to Sophie Amundsen.. I just hope that i finish reading the book now.. i'm already on berkeley's chapter.. and i'm excited to find out what is going on with the "Hilde Moller Knag" thing...

Who are you?

Where does the world come from?

Is there a basic substance that everything else is made of?

Can water turn into wine?

How can earth and water produce a live frog?

Why is Lego the most ingenious toy in the world?

Do you believe in Fate?

Is sickness the punishment of the gods?

What forces govern the course of history?

Is there such a thing as natural modesty?

Wisest is she who knows she does not know...

True insight comes from within.

What came first - the chicken or the 'idea' chicken?

Are we born with innate 'ideas'?

What is the difference between a plant, an animal, and a human?

Why does it rain?

What does it take to live a good life?

So that's it.. all of the questions and insights from the little white envelopes.. until sophie and alberto have to meet in person.. and the letters stopped appearing.. huhu...

Currently listening to: Nasaan by Nyoy Volante
Currently reading: Sophie's World by Jostein Gaarder

:jester: i should feel funny... because i don't know what i should feel right now.. should i be happy or what? no idea... :hypno:

so ayon.. today i feel really flattered.. :-D and really happy.. kasi i made someone's day pala.. di ko lang alam.. haay.. i should have been kind to that person dati...pero i'm really kind sa kanya.. (that's what i and others think, pero for that person di daw ako kind).. haay.. (seriously, i'm having fun with the smilies)

i am :loveeyes: .. yeah.. ewan.. pero i must not tell him.. kasi... ayoko lang talga.. i don't want anyone to know.. it's someone i know.. but hasn't been with for a long time.. haay... i actually miss him na.. i admit i'm kinda thinkng about him..

oh well.. stop the crap.. i don't wanna sound irrational..

so maybe i should talk about Sophie's World... :jester:

(or maybe i would some day have an entry featuring all the smilies here.. hehe..) *laughs*

so.. back to sophie.. i am on the chapter about kant now.. the french enlightenment..

:dookies: :dookies: :dookies: :dookies: :dookies: :soju:

i feel like a dunce.. kasi.. i can not remember everything i've read about sophie.. haay.. pero i'm really excited about it.. gusto ko na nga matapos eh.. pero busy ako dito..

i really am just dropping by.... :splat: okei.. that's the last of my smilies.. kasi naman... wala akong magawa dito.. buti na lang.. i feel good na.. kasi nakaimpluwensya ako sa isang tao jan na magblog.. hehe.. sana kulay nya may red.. kaso blue lang talaga.. (wanna know who he is? check my "friends" and "friends of" link..)

so.. ewn ko ba. ano ba talga dapat ko ilagay dito.. ??? ano ba??? di ko talga alam..

sige.. babatiin ko na lang friends ko.. (radio style)

let me say "hi" to: (with additional..)

Tropang pauso: I really miss you na..

3A Family: mas masaya kung tayo..hehe..

Sir Dids: musta na po?

Mam Caerlang: is it true? condolence po..

Kelly: buti naman at nagblog ka na rin.. miss na kita.. joke!

Vhone: ewan ka! pahamak ka talga.. anyway, at least nasabi mo na.. i don't have to carry it and burden myself..hehe.. I take that back.. sorry..

Alex: miss ko na ang kakulitan mo....

Ishy: salamat talaga sa cds..

Migz: wag masyado makulit.. and napapansin kita.. thanks sa cds...:)

Erika: galingan mo sa taekwondo.. and sana mameet ko na rin si Japoy... hehe..


so that's it.. for the meantime.. i really gotta go na.. may ka conference pa ko sa yahoo eh.. hehe..

Currently listening to: some jazz ones..
Currently reading: Sophie's World by Jostein Gaarder
Currently feeling: heavy... sa heart..

hello.. is anyone here?? EDIT: marquee effect removed!

okei.. so i woke up at about 10 in the morning.. that doesn't sound like me.. well that is me.. i woke up really late and i was supposed to wake up at 7! great! isn't it?

so then.. my parents were off to "here".. anyway.. i hurriedly prepared my breakfast.. i was expecting they left something made for me.. but yeah..they left something.. unmade.. i had to make my own pizza bread.. nice eye-opener.. :goggle: i was pretty much awake after i had breakfast.. after that... i drank like a whole pitcher of fruit juice.. woah! :soju: my stomach's really full by that time.. so i ate breakfast while reading a part of 'Sophie's World'... then i went straight to the shower... i miss our bathroom.. i get to spend time in there a lot less now.. i don't know.. :smirk: :yawn:

then.. my mom came back and she prepared lunch.. and it was great.. after eating.. i was to run an errand.. went to a store to buy an ISP Bonanza card.. and it came right off my wallet.. whoosh.. then.. i went straight to "here".. with my dad's lunch.. anyway.. that was it.. that was the rest of my life.. err.. my day.. up to now.. so you see.. it's pretty much boring in here.. and i'm waiting for an idea to pop in my head to give me somethng to do.. I hope something good will be in store for me this day.. i hope..

"An idle hand is the devil's lair" EDIT: marquee effect removed!

Currently listening to: Losing My Religion by ?
Currently reading: Sophie's World by Jostein Gaarder
Currently feeling: bored

LIFE DOES SUCKS... OR does it really? EDIT: marquee effect removed!

Haay.. So I guess I'd end up as nothing later on.. LIFE REALLY SUCKS!!! :soob: :bomb: You don't have to guess why i said that.. That is if you know me...

First of all.. walang internet.. and internet is my life.. I'm pretty bored right now!! BOOORED!! DAmn! Nakakaasar talga..!

Secondly, wala akong CELLPHoNE!! and isa na ko mga matatawag na text and call addict.. Haay.. nakakabwisit tlga.. bakit pa kasi ako nawalan ng fone???!!!! Bakit??!!! I'm really frustrated right now.. Nakikihiram na nga lang ako ng fone eh.. And i feel really bad dahil load ng iba ginagamit ko..literally.. dahil magshare man sila ng load sakin.. LOAD PA RIN NILA YON.. and i feel so pathetic and frustrated at the same time.. I feel that i have lost myself.. into the world of nothingness.. haay..

Kung wla man akong load.. there's chikka.. but as i have said.. no internet..and kung meron man i couldn't get a place here. oh well.. damn! okay.. tama na.. yoko na .. di naman ako ganito kababaw.. ganito lang talga siguro kapag. wlang internet.. at walng cell. damn!

Am I a loser??

now i know how it feels to be poor... what's in store for me now??!! huh?? ANSWER ME!

nga pala.. the html extra here.. or the banner like effect here must be credited to the craftiness and ingeniousness of KELLY..

hehe.. so.. tada..

This is all for now... EDIT: marquee effect removed!

:bowtie: :blush: :-D :ashamed: :approve: :crazy: :jester: :goggle: :glasses: :heart: :roy: :jennhlin: :boys: :clown: EDIT: marquee effect removed!

Currently listening to: Ragnarok Offline sounds
Currently reading: Sophie's World by Jostein Gaarder
Currently feeling: pathetically desperate...

this morning.. i woke up at 9.. haay.. i woke up feeling really bad.. coz.. i dreamt something really bad.. :scared: i dreamt that one of my friend was dead.. waah.. :hypno: :scared: and it was a real friend.. a part of the TROPANG PAUSO.. gosh.. i was really scared when i woke up.. it was a really WEIRD dream.. anywy..

as usual.. i hurriedly ate my breakfast.. and as soon as i am through.. i went straight to the showers. oh well.. then.. i dressed up.. (duh.. what else.. )

then.. i arrived here.. at G-Unit Net Cafe.. then.. i read THE BOOK.. SOPHIE'S WORLD.. :roy: (i'm nearly finished.. yipee!! *a sign of achievement..*) anyway.. i was terribly bored here.. until...

OKEI.. the arrival of my friends really put my boredom aside.. it was fun to get together again.. good thing they bothered to visit me.. thanks a lot.. if it was not for them.. i would have stayed as pacified as a doormat... :tongue:

so yon.. that was most of my day.. and here i am now.. sitting in front of one of our computers here.. typing simple incredible words to form an entry.. while chatting with my dear friend Kelly.. haay...

Currently listening to: Counter-Strike sounds...
Currently reading: Sophie's World by Jostein Gaarder
Currently feeling: blank

Note: i got this from ~Rojo. I think this was written by a fellow Ayala Young Leaders alumnus. Mamulat na tayo.

Tingin ng mga bobong kapitbahay ko puta daw ako. Nagpapagamit, binabayaran. Sabi nila ako daw ang pinakamaganda at pinakasikat sa aming lugar noon. Ang bango-bango ko daw, sariwa at makinis. Di ko nga alam kung sumpa ito, dahil dito naletse ang kinabukasan ko. Tara makinig ka muna sa kwento ko, yosi muna tayo.

Alam mo, maraming lumapit sa akin, nagkagusto, naakit. Ang hirap pag lahat sa iyo virgin eh. Tinanggap ko naman silang tao, bakit kaya nila ako ginago? Masakit alalahanin, iniisip ko na lang na kase di sila taga rito, siguro talagang ganoon. Tatlong malilibog na foreigners ang namyesta sa katawan ko, na-rape daw ako.

Sa tatlong beses akong nagahasa, ang pinakahuli ang di ko makakalimutan. Parang maski di ko ginusto ang mga nangyari, hinahanap-hanap ko siya. Tinulungan nya kasi akong makalimutan yung mga sadistang Hapon at Coño. Kase, ibang-iba ang hagod niya. Umiikot ang mundo ko sa tuwing ginagamit niya ako. Ibang klase siya mag-sorry, lalo pa at kinupkop niya ako at ang mga naging anak ko.

Parating ang dami naming regalo - may chocolates, yosi, ano ka! May datung pa! Nakakabaliw siya, alam kong ginagamit nya lang ako pero pagamit naman ako nang pagamit. Sa kanya namin natutunan mag-inggles, di lang magsulat ha! Magbasa pa! Hanggang ngayon, sa tuwing mabigat ang problema ko, siya ang tinatakbuhan ko. 'Yun nga lang, lahat ng bagay may kapalit. Nung kinasama ko siya, guminhawa buhay namin. Sosyal na sosyal kami.

Ewan ko nga ba, akala ko napapamahal na ako sa kanya. Akala ko tuloy-tuloy na kaligayahan namin, yun pala unti-unti niya akong pinapatay. P*** ng I**! Sa dami ng lason na sinaksak niya sa katawan ko, muntik na akong malaspag. Ang daming nagsabi na ang tanga tanga ko. Patalsikin ko na daw. Sa tulong ng mga anak ko, napalayas ko ang animal pero ang hirap magsimula. Masyado na kaming nasanay sa sarap ng buhay na naranasan namin sa kanya. Lubog na lubog pa kami sa utang, kulang ata pati kaluluwa namin para ibayad sa mga inutang namin.

Sinikap naming lahat maging maganda ang buhay namin. Ayun, mga nasa Japan, Hong Kong, Saudi ang mga anak ko. Yung iba nag-US, Europe. 'Yung iba ayaw umalis sa akin. Halos lahat, wala naman silbi, masaya daw sa piling ko, maski amoy usok ako.

Sa dami ng mga anak ko na nagsisikap na tulungan ang kalagayan namin, siya din ang dami ng mga anak ko na namamantala sa kabuhayan at kayaman na itinatabi ko para sa punyetang kinabukasan naming lahat. Dumating ang panahon na di na kami halos makaahon sa hirap ng buhay. Napakahirap dahil nasanay na kami sa ginhawa at sarap.

Ang di ko inaakala ay mismong mga anak ko, ang tuluyang sisira sa akin. Napakasakit tanggapin na malinlang. Akala ko ay makakakita ako ng magiging kasama sa buhay sa mga ahas na ipinakilala ng mga anak ko Hindi pala. Ang tanga ko talaga. Binugaw ako ng sarili kong mga anak kapalit ng kwarta at pansamantalang ginhawa na nais nilang matamasa.

Wala na akong nagawa dahil sa sobrang pagmamahal ko sa aking mga anak. Wala akong ibang yaman kundi ganda ko. Pinagamit ko na lang ng pinagamit ang sarili ko, basta maginhawa lang ang mga anak ko.

Usap-usapan ako ng mga kapitbahay ko. May nanghihinayang, namumuhi at naaawa. Puta na kase ang isang magandang tulad ko.

Alam mo, gusto ko na sanang tumigil sa pagpuputa kaso ang laki talaga ng letseng utang ko eh. Palaki pa ng palaki. Kulang na kulang. Paano na lang ang mga anak ko naiwan sa aking punyetang puder? Baka di na ako balikan o bisitahin ng mga nag-abroad kong mga anak. Hindi na importante kung laspagin man ang ganda ko, madama ko lang ang pagmamahal ng mga anak ko. Malaman nila na gagawin ko ang lahat para sa kanila.

Sa tuwing titingin ako sa salamin, alam ko maganda pa rin ako. Meron pa din ang bilib sa akin. Napapag usapan pa din. Sa tuwing nakikita ko ang mukha ko sa salamin, nakikita ko ang mga anak ko. Tutulo na lang ang mga luha ko ng di ko namamalayan. Ang gagaling nga ng mga anak ko, namamayagpag kahit saan sila pumunta. Mahusay sa kahit anong gawin. Tama man o mali. Proud ako sa kanila. Kaso sila, kabaligtaran ang nararamdaman para sa akin.

Sa dami ng mga anak ko, iilan lang ang may malasakit sa akin. May malasakit man, nahihilaw. Ni di nga ako kinikilalang ina. Halos lahat sila galit sa isa't isa. Walang gusto magtulungan, naghihilahan pa. Ang dami ko ng pasakit na tiniis pero walang sasakit pa nung sarili kong mga anak ang nagbugaw sa akin. Kinapital ang laspag na ganda ko. Masyado silang nasanay sa sarap ng buhay. Minsan sa pagtingin ko sa salamin, ni hindi ko na nga kilala sarili ko.

Dadating na naman ang pasko, sana maalala naman ako ng mga anak ko. Isang buwan pa, magbabagong taon na. Natatakot ako sa taong darating. Ngayon pa lang usap usapan na ang susunod na pagbubugaw ng ilan sa mga anak ko. Sana may magtanggol naman sa akin, ipaglaban naman nila ako. Gusto kong isigaw: "INA NINYO AKO! MAHALIN NYO NAMAN AKO!"

Sige, dumadrama na ako. Masisira na ang make up ko nito eh. Salamat ha, pinakinggan mo ako.

Ay sorry, di ko nasabi pangalan ko.

Pilipinas nga pala.

Currently listening to: Oklahoma by Billy Gilman
Currently reading: One Hundred Years Of Solitude by G. G. Marquez
Currently feeling: disappointed

*got this again from my email...

50 Romantic Things To Do For Your Girlfriend/Boyfriend

1. Watch the sunset together.

2. Whisper to each other.

3. Cook for each other.

4. Walk in the rain.

5. Hold hands.

6. Buy gifts for each other.

7. Roses.

8. Find out their favorite cologne/perfume and wear it every time you're together.

9. Go for a long walk down the beach at midnight.

10. Write poetry for each other.

11. Hugs are the universal medicine.

12. Say only when you mean it and make sure they know you mean it.

13. Give random gifts of flowers/candy/poetry etc.

14. Tell her that she's the only girl you ever want. Don't lie!

15. Spend every second possible together.

16. Look into each other's eyes.

17. Very lightly push up her chin, look into her eyes, tell her you love her, and kiss her lightly.

18. When in public, only flirt with each other.

19. Put love notes in their pockets when they aren't looking.

20. Buy her a ring.

21. Sing to each other.

22. Always hold her around her hips/sides.

23. Take her to dinner and do the dinner for two deal.

24. Spaghetti? (Ever see Lady and the Tramp?)

25. Hold her hand, stare into her eyes, kiss her hand and then put it over your heart.

26. Dance together.

27. I love the way a girl looks right after she's fallen asleep with her head in my lap.

28. Do cute things like write I love you in a note so that they have to look in a mirror to read it.

29. Make excuses to call them every 5 minutes

30. Even if you are really busy doing something, go out of your way to call and say I love you...

31. Call from your vacation spot to tell them you were thinking about them.

32. Remember your dreams and tell her about them.

34. Tell each other your most sacred secrets/fears.

35. Be Prince Charming to her parents.

36. Brush her hair out of her face for her.

37. Hang out with his/her friends.

38. Go to church/pray/worship together.

39. Take her to see a romantic movie and remember the parts she liked.

40. Learn from each other and don't make the same mistake twice.

41. Describe the joy you feel just to be with him/her.

42. Make sacrifices for each other.

43. Really love each other, or don't stay together.

44. Let there never be a second during any given day that you aren't thinking about them, and make sure they know it.

45. Love yourself before you love anyone else.

46. Learn to say sweet things in foreign languages.

47. Dedicate songs to them on the radio.

48. Fall asleep on the phone with each other.

49. Stand up for them when someone talks trash.

50. Never forget the kiss goodnight and always remember to say, "Sweet dreams."

(i think this is very sweet...) :loveeyes: :loveeyes: :loveeyes: :loveeyes: :loveeyes: :loveeyes: :loveeyes: :loveeyes:

Currently listening to: Power Of Two by Indigo Girls
Currently reading: One Hundred Years Of Solitude by G. G. Marquez
Currently feeling: romantic

Note: got this from ~hannahglimpse

1. That sometimes it doesn't really matter how a guy looks, it's the vibes that matters.

2. That most of the time, girls can't remember how a guy really looks like, just maybe his voice...or his eyes...or his smile.

3. That if you can make a girl laugh, you are "IN". Girls would rather spend their time laughing and talking to an ugly guy than bear with a non-interesting, pea-brained, humorless Baldwin.

4. That guys and girls can be just FRIENDS and not necessarily MORE than that. Sometimes guys are perceived only as friends and unwelcome lovers.

5. That it's not entirely easy for girls to reject guys.

6. And that it's not the guy's fault when he'srejected.

7. That when a girl says "NO"; by golly, she MEANS it!

8. That girls don't really appreciate being called "babe" or "chio bu" or "chickababes" or "chicks" in their presence.

9. That it's not the girl's fault if she's not automatically perfect - meaning, so what if she's horizontally-challenged? READ: Fat!

10. That it's a fact of life that guys mature three years behind girls (hey, girls DO mature faster than guys do!)

11. That most of the time (actually ALL the time), girls appreciate it when guys act like gentlemen - like the opening-of-the-car-doors
kind (tama, tama)

12. That certain girls are acutely aware when guys are teasing each other about certain girls (especially when those 'certain girls' are right there).

13. That when guys act like gays (as in joke around), girls get chills down their spines even if it's all fake.

14. That the smell of sweat and Polo Sport combined isn't exactly considered "SEXY"

15. That it's really impolite to stare at girls no matter how sexy or skinny the girl is (hey, you don't see girls openly staring at guys!
There is such a word as SUBTLE!)

16. That it doesn't take 2 minutes for a girl to look beautiful - it takes a much longer period of time. (Admit it, don't you think it's worth the
wait?)

17. That when girls act really bitchy, it's just one of those days...like a specific period of time in a month or she doesn't like u...

18. That when girls don't say anything when they're with guys, it doesn't mean that they don't know anything...or don't LISTEN.

19. That when guys talk, girls listen; and when girls talk, they expect the same amount of interest and attention.

20. That if a guy can turn off their emotions like faucets, well...girls CAN'T!

21. That when guys say they'll call, they'd better!

22. That tardiness doesn't exactly make a good impression on girls.

23. That it's impossible for girls to go to the ladies' room alone; they have to go in little groups. (Now, don't ask why...they just have
to.)

24. That smoking is tolerable, but continuous smoke being blown in your face isn't.

25. That guys dig their own graves when they make insensitive remarks about girls.

26. That when guys act like complete 'assholes', girls almost always end up forgiving them (it's what you call 'compassion') But forgiveness isn't easy you know, you have to go through that "down
on bended knees" things.

27. That when girls text u sweet mushy quotes, they actually MEAN it.

28. That maybe it's about time guys write something about the things they wish gals knew.

A FEW TIPS:

1. It doesn't matter how expensive a present you get her, if she loves you, anything you give will be precious.

2. Women only go astray when they aren't getting enough of what they need from the fella back home, on the other hand, men will go astray anyway...

Currently listening to: Where Is The Love by Black Eyed Peas
Currently reading: One Hundred Years Of Solitude by G. G. Marquez
Currently feeling: in love..

Disclaimer: I got this article at from ~moonsilk.

WHAT YOU DO TO ME

They sat on the cold stone bench in the half-light of sunset. She smiled at him, and he reached out with a warm hand, drew her closer, and set his arm around her shoulders, letting her rest her head against his shoulder.

Skye breathed in deeply, taking in the scent of the grass in the green, the sun on the horizon, the wind in her hair.. Beside her, Patrick was silently taking in the beautiful view, his arm still around her, pressing her close.

He's always been like that.. ever since I met him. Skye thought, looking up at her friend, loving the way the sunlight cast shadows across his well-sculpted features.

Always the sweet one, unconsciously making your heart beat like a war drum when he draws near.. but he does it to every girl he knows.. he's not afraid of getting physical.. he's not afraid of putting his arms around a girl, whether she's his girlfriend, or just his best friend.

She loved him. Longed for him with an aching of the heart intense enough to make her cry. She craved his touch, his smile..

But he didn't know. Not yet, at least. Skye moved closer to Patrick's comforting warmth.

Standing outside the bar, watching her breath turn into pretty white clouds in the freezing air, Skye waited for Patrick to come out. He soon emerged, dressed in a thick jacket. He took one glance at her faintly smiling blue lips and jumped.

"My god, you're freezing to death!" He wrapped her in his jacket, and took her in his arms. Skye smiled thankfully up at him, and reaching up, tweaked his nose gently. The expression on his face was hidden in the shadows, but he slid a warm hand over Skye's cheek, tipping her face up so he could look into her eyes.

I thought he was going to kiss me then. Skye thought bitterly. I thought wrong. He's never kissed me.. everytime I thought he was going to, he'd simply laugh, take my hand, and walk me home.

~*~

"How are you?" she asked warily, picking his hand up and letting it drop back down. "Sleepy." he replied softly, smiling at her. "Iced Vodka does strange things to me." It was then that Skye saw her chance. She moved slightly away from him. "Patrick.." she whispered. He smiled at her, and his warm brown eyes shone. "And that would be me."

She touched him softly on the arm. "Do you know what you do to me?" He leaned closer, tipping her chin up with a gentle finger, flirtingly. "No.." his lips were dangerously close to hers. "tell me."

Skye took in a deep breath, inhaling the sunset and the cold wind.. closed her eyes, and gently pushed him away.

"You make waking up painful." There was no smile on her lips, and she was dead serious.

Patrick stared at her, puzzled. "What?" Skye glared fiercely at him through blue eyes. "You make waking up each morning so damn painful.. simply because I just can't leave you in my dreams." She held up a trembling hand. "You make my hands shake, my knees weak, and my heart stop."

She shut her eyes tight, breathing uneven, knowing very well that this was probably the stupidest thing she had ever done in her whole life. But she knew it had gone too far to turn back.

"You make me cry into my pillow each night, you make me unfocused, you make me forget every other boy I have ever loved."

"Wait.. Skye.." Patrick stammered helplessly, but Skye raised a hand, staring at him with bright eyes. "You make every star in the sky seem like a wish gone wrong. You make every dream I ever had pale in comparison. You make my nights darker, and my days with you full of light.."

A tear slid slowly down her cheek as her voice grew choked.

"You make me realize true heartbreak, and you make me realize true love. You make me wait for you, then you never show up or follow through."

"Skye.." Patrick caught her hand in his, and she made no move to pull away. She was crying freely now, eyes bright with tears. "I've always thought of you as a friend.. but.."

Skye touched his lips, and he fell silent. "Let me finish.. I just want to get this out of my system."

She took a deep breath, glanced at the stars above, and wiped her tears away with a stubborn hand. In a voice meant to be strong, but with the faintest hint of wistful sadness.. she whispered.

"You make me crave, you make me cry.. you make me wish, and you make me die slowly.. day by day."

Skye stared up at the young man who was her best friend.

"Patrick, don't you understand?! You make me love you."

Silence.

Then one took the other in his arms and kissed her, under the light of a thousand stars and one moon.

Currently listening to: silence
Currently reading: One Hundred Years of Solitude by G. G. Marquez
Currently feeling: romantic

I startlingly awoke to the alarm of my father's cellphone. My brother had it alarmed at 6 in the morning. What a great time to wake up on a vacation. He had it alarmed because today they will have the test to determine their standing during the summer classes. Anyway, after i woke up, i grudgingly patted and started shaking my brother to awoke him.

ME: Mikey, gising na! 6 am na!
MIKEY: Hmm... (still asleep)
ME: Mikey, gising na. Bahala ka. Di na kita gigisingin mamaya.
MIKEY: Hmm.. Gising na ko..

Then a second cellphone started to alarm. That was my sister's. My brother had probably set it up to insure that he would wake in time. I woke up Mariah and said:

Me: Mariah, nagaalarm cell mo.
Mariah: Hmmm...
Me: Mariah...

Then Mariah woke up and turned it off. A few seconds later, Ate Hanny, our househelper, entered our room and said, "Mikey, gising na! 6 o'clock na!"...

And with that, Mikey sat upright and directly went out of the room. And that's how my day started.

After insuring that Mikey was really awake, I returned back to bed and went back to bed. My dream continued.

Naayos na ni Kelly ang kanyang blog sa tabulas. Good thing. Tinawagan pa daw nya ko para lang balitaan non.. hehe.. baliw talga yon...

Ganito kasi yon.. Last night, I had a chat with kelly. Sa text lang.. He was asking me where to place the html script in the template page. I gave him the directions and he still could NOT get it. It was a very frustrating scene. And i went to bed wishing that he would be able to place the script wherever. Anyway, I dreamt that he had already scripted it and he was so glad. (I'm glad for him, too.) I just hope taht my dream would come true, for humanity's sake.

I could not toss and turn. MY EAR ACHES. Rather, my pre-auricular sinus HURTS. It's inflamed... Infected. It really hurts. I couldn't sleep properly because of it. So i woke up again at 8 in the morning. Ate Hanny kindly woke me up. It's because we have to open the shop early. So I ate my breakfast. I had one pandesal with liver spread. Yummy! and i had a cup of coffee, too. Then my parents woke up. They checked on my pre-auricular sinus and my father suggested that i shouldn't go to the shop, today. I couldn't work there today because this damn pre-auricular sinus is preventing me to. That was good, in a way, I need some rest. But, inside, my heart and mnd were protesting... noooo!!!! I must have a blog entry.. No! (During the past few days, I have been attempting to study HTML. So that I could make a TROPANG PAUSO website. I started by editing my tabulas... and i guess i'm learning something
then.)

But then... my inner protest has no effect. I just went back to sleep until it was about 10. I feel and look GROGGY. In short, BANGAG. I haven't even combed my hair. Nor have i brushed my teeth. I really feel BAD. Anyway, I sat at the sofa and turned to watching TV. Images flashed on the screen and I had a hard time registering it on my mind. the images were of the cartoon series SABRINA. I like that cartoon. But still, i like Lizzie McGuire better. After having watched it, I lied down on the sofa and started reading "One Hundred Years of Solitude" by Gabriel Garcia Marquez. I finished the first chapter and would probably read the next one later. Then I grabbed the remote and looked up the schedule of movies in all the movie channels. No movie that I would want to watch. Then I flipped the channel to Starworld. Now, I gotta see this. American Idol. I haven't watched this for a long time. Today's episode was with celebrity guest Barry Manilow. The IDOLS were to sing his songs with their own version. (of course). And they did justice to his popular songs by singing it really great. My favorites there are: Jennifer Hudson, Jasmine Trias, La Toya London and Fantasia (i forgot her surname.) Anyway, I really admire the way they sing. And i hope i could sing like them. SOmeday.

Now, its time for lunch. And we had monggo. I like that viand. I even ate 2 servings. (is there a problem with me? i know a lot hate that food, but i really like it.. if my mom's the cook.. :P ) Oh.. gosh.. I only have 2 servings when our viand is sinigang. I try to eat less. And i think i've done a good job.. coz since the summer vacation, i lost 6 pounds. good for me. Anyway, at 2 started to shower. (I'll be having my xray later.. for UP enrolment.) I sat in "my throne" when Mariah called my name...

MARIAH: Ate Monique... (some unintelligible words followed)
ME: Ano??
ME(again): Ano? ano ba sinasabi mo? (then i opened the bathroom door.)
MARIAH: Ate Monique, 'Ganda ng Pare Ko' na...
ME: Ah...
MAMA: 'Ganda ng Pare Ko' na daw..
ME:Ah.. Mama.. dali.. watch it. baka andon si ****.

Then off she hurried to watch it after replying "okey". I grabbed my towel and went out the showers. I gotta see if she's there.. Haha.. (another conversation..) this took place when i was already at the living room..

ME: Ano, pinakita na?
MARIAH: di pa..
ME: fave ko jan si Sheira Mae Roque. (i don't know if that's her name.. basta it's roque..)
MAMA: di naman maganda si ****.
ME: (nods in agreement) payat at matangkad.
MAMA: wala namang b**bs. At pangit pa magsmile. (while imitating how **** smiles.)
ME: (laughing inside) oo nga.. hehe...

Then i stood in front of the TV for a while clad only in a piece of towel. After a while of hunting her down on the screen, she CAN'T be found. I don't knw what happened to her. hehe.. so i went back to the showers and took a bath. i came out and asked. "Pinakita ba?" and then mariah answered. "hindi eh." I answered back, "lagi naman syang di pinapakita eh.." pOOr her..

Anyway..off i went to my room and began to get dressed...

and so I was ready to go and have my xray taken.. and hopefully my pre-auricular sinus would be taken care off, too. So my mom and i went to the shop to deliver there the food tht she would sell.. I went directly to the bathroom. (i left my toothbrush there..hehe.. and the onei had left at home was an old one.. and i dare not use it.. lol..) after brushing my teeth, i went out and my dada said that i would be accompanied by mommy.. aka... my grandma... kinda obnoxious.. i
wouldn't say anything about her.. i would sound really bad..anyway.. i had my xray and she accompanied me to the drug store. alas.. my "Thing" would be taker care of. It really hurts. So I got a text from my mother saying that i should go directly home coz she don't wanna see my gradma's face there.. (some family problem).. and here i am.. writing this entry in a real journal.. and hopefully i would get this copied in my tabulas account.. Hopefully, i could go there later...

hopefully.. as for now.. i gotta get some rest.. and probably read my book..

All for now.. KISSES.... :loveeyes: :loveeyes: :loveeyes: :loveeyes:

P.S. I'll be inserting an image of a pre-auricular sinus of another person.. In case, you would be wondering what a pre-auricular sinus looks like.. notice the thing i've encircle... i've labeled it for you..



this is not me in the picture.. obviously, it's a guy.. and he also got a pre-auricular sinus.. anywy.. imagine that being inflamed.. it gets large.. and that's how i look today... ps..the left ear too..

Currently listening to: I love rock n roll by britney spears
Currently reading: One Hundred years of Solitude by G. G. Marquez
Currently feeling: punky

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.

01. When I was younger I made some bad decisions.
02. I don't watch much TV these days.
03. I love psychodelic mushrooms.
04. I love sleeping.
05. I have loads of books.
06. I once slept in a toilet.
07. I like playing video games.
08. I adore marijuana.
09. I watch porn movies.
10. I watch them with my father.
11. I like sharks.
12. I love spiders.
13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair.
14. I like George Bush.
15. People are cool.
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
17. I have jacuzzi and a Porsche. [haha.. hopefully]
18. I have a lot to learn.
19. I carry my knife everywhere with myself.
20. I'm really really smart. [yeah right]
21. I've never broken someone's bones.
22. I have a secret.
23. I hate snow.
24. I drink only milk.
25. Punk rock rules.
26. I hate Bill Gates!
27. I love Chinese food.
28. I would hate to be famous.
29. I am not a morning person.
30. I wear glasses.
31. I don't need glasses, except sunglasses.
32. I have potential. [everyone does]
33. I'm pure Japanese.
34. My legs are two different sizes.
35. I have a twin.
36. I wear a padded bra.
37. I can ramble on about absolutely nothing.
38. I'm left-handed.
39. I hate llamas, but I'm one of them.
40. I don't like horror movies.
41. I suck at climbing, but I love it anyway.
42. People hate me usually.
43. I love pop music.
44. I hardly ever go to bed before midnight.
45. I hate parking fines.
46. I know the National Anthem of my country by impulsive memory.
47. I know more than two languages.
48. I spend too much time on my computer. [obviously]
49. I often want to throw out the computer in a window.
50. I live on a ground floor.
51. I don't like chocolate.
52. I'd like to be more original.
53. I've lied.[everybody does]
54. Cocks are my favorite birds.
55. I want to conquer the world.
56. I wonder what happens when you die.
57. I've read all books about Harry Potter.
58. Eat your dog!
59. I love to exercise.
60. I hate chemistry with a passion.
61. I love to write.
62. I like changes.
63. I hate going to class.
64. I am afraid to die.
65. I hate dish washing.
66. My hair is long, brown, and incredibly curly.
67. My nails are nine inches long.
68. My favourite colour is Black. [one of my favorite colors]
69. I like to sleep on the floor.
70. I am hopeless at cooking.[I know some but yeah..]
71. I sucked my thumb when I was little.
72. I should be doing something else rather than writing this.[yup!]
73. I am online a lot, but not on MSN.
74. I hate government. [they're corrupt]
75. I don't have a boyfriend.
76. I'm too nice for my own good.
77. I love to read, I read as much as I can.
78. I don't trust newspapers.
79. I like debating.
80. I live in a lagoon.
81. I clean my room once a month.[once a year. ]
82. I'm scared of American fast food.
83. I am prying open my third eye.
84. I love Mozambique.
85. I don't trust any religion.
86. I used to play with barbies because all the other girls were doing it.[I used to play when I was little because I liked it.]
87. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little.
88. I like listening to wind chimes.
90. My hair is long and straight.
91. I earn a lot.[*I wish*]
92. I don't like spicy food.
93. I keep a diary.[online journal]
94. I can't do cartwheels.
95. I am very lazy.[guilty]
96. I'm sarcastic.
97. I think my hair is annoying.
98. I'm very sensitive.
99. I love being "ab-normal".
100. My left eye is violet and my right eye is light blue

Currently reading: The Black Tulip by Alexander Dumas
Currently feeling: haay...

I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.

Ask me in the comment section. I'll answer your questions there too.


*I've seen this in a lot of blogs na.. strangers..pero makikigaya na rin.. hope this works..

Currently listening to: Don't Wanna Think About You by Simple Plan

Currently feeling: chipper

Yesterday was enrolment day... In UP Manila, that is... anywy.. i started the day by having a REALLY BAD HAIR DAY.. literally.. i was awake by about 6 in the morning.. my mom was hoping that we could enroll really early.. anyway.. they were really hurrying me up..by "they", i mean my mom and dad.. and due to that hurry-up thing.. i forgot to grab a comb.. and the result was a tangled mass of hair.. (buti na lang, di ganon kagulo hair ko.. but i really look like i just got out of the showers...) anyway, i was in the car, hoping that i would somehow untangle my tangled hair.. :) anyway.. i got out of the car, and while i was walking.. i could really feel everyone's eyes on me.. grabe.. that was my most embarrassing moment.. sobra! i really had fun laughing inside.. hehe.. my mom asked me to comb my hair using my hand.. but i said no.. let them think na ganyan talga.. it's less embarrassing than having them think that i haven't combed at all, right? so that was how i started my day.. while walking i was really on the lookout for someone selling a comb, frustratingly.. i got none.. anyway.. we rode a jeep to LRT Baclaran.. so that was where i got the chance to buy a comb.. good thing, before i could be seen walking Taft Ave. with a mass of tangled hair.. hehe..

so when we were now at the Taft Ave., we immediately searched for a stall where rush id's are rushed.. hehe.. we walked really far.. and damn.. i was wearing wedges(from Manel's).. hehe.. that was my favorite shoe.. Anyway..we waited more than 30 mins for that 2x2 pic i need for the enrolment.. anyway.. it wasn't really a rush, right? after that we bought a short brown envelope and a ballpen, which i would really need for i had a hell of a lot to fill out.. anyway.. we rushed to the OPD of the PGH and directly went to the ENT department.. the doctor said that my impacted cerumen couldn't be irrigated as of the moment..another one week is required..

and my pre-auricular sinus was still infected so they couldn't operate on it the soonest time possible.. well, i told them that we should do it asap.. coz i need the medical certificate for enrolment.. and they wouldnt give me a medical certificate unless i'm cleared from the ENT department.. anyway.. everything was taken care of, with the help of my mom, with a little smart talk..

and so i got my medical certificate.. saying that i am fit for enrolment.. that was definitely a good thing.. and off we hurried to UP College of Pharmacy where someone tipped us where we should start enrolment.. so we went there and guess what.. we should have first dropped by the OUR.. where i fill out a student directory form and pass my credentials... we went out of the college and passed PGH and we walked all the way from UP College of Pharmacy to Office of the University Registrar.. that was like 2 kilometers.. gosh.. it was a really long walk and my mom was really tired when we got there.. she was panting like crazy..lolz.. anyway.. after that we were required to go back to UP College of Pharmacy and we changed route.. we went there passing inside Robinson's.. it was Sale Day there.. and we had lots of fun checkng out cool stuffs.. anyway.. we decided to check the mall later for it would be near lunch break and we wouldn't want getting hanged up.. so i got form 5 there.. filled it up and had myself enlisted in an NSTP course.. i chose LTS.. it was way better than choosing ROTC.. unfortunately there was no CWTS.. or CWLS.. basta.. something like that.. and that's what i wanted... anyway.. after that we had to go back to OUR...that's the last step..where we would pay the matriculation fee and have my picture taken for the ID.. anyway.. it was already lunch break and we were advised to go there around 1:30.. so we had lunch first at Robinson's.. and we checked out some stuffs.. we bought earrings.. those big dangling earrings you would see teens wearing on TV.. anywy.. after the OUR..we went home.. it was a really tiring day for my mom and me.. it was like we walked 5 kms in the process..

we directly went to G-Unit Net Cafe... and i was on duty there.. i was not really working.. no pay.. it was a family business.. anyway.. after that i really wanted to have a chat with kelly but.. unfortunately i barely had time.. i slept at around 8 or 9 in the evening.. pretty early.. and i was really pretty tired.. and today..

i woke at around 7.. and when i am already here at G-unit.. i asked kelly to call me here.. and we had a pretty nice and long chat.. it was fun.. well.. for me... sana lang mawala na yong galit ni tats sakin.. she's too pretty to be so insecure.. anyway..that brings me to another topic.. why are so many girls insecure of me?? why? i wasn't doing anything wrong.. it was just that everyone they're crushing on are really approaching me.. i don't care.. if they want.. ilalakad ko pa sila sa kanilang crush eh.. no problem with me.. they should just approach me.. and i would gladly do the job.. grabe..wag lang silang magalit sakin..and hindi ako magnanakaw ng boyfriend at ng boylet noh.. gosh.. di pa nga ko nagkakaboyfriend eh.. and wala talga akong time magkaboyfriend... i dont wnt.. at this moment.. someone bugging me and someone who is constantly and frequently asking about my whereabouts.. which i would claim that i am in many places at once.. see? i'm too busy to have a boyfriend.. i'm planning to have one before i have my debut.. but not now..and there's still my pre-auricular sinus and my impacted cerumen i have to worry about..hehe.. so much..

anyway.. i really am crushing on someone right now.. aside from my usual daniel radcliffe and brad pitt.. there's a new one.. hehe..

someone younger than me.. oops.. that's a clue.. hopefully he wouldn't read this.. but i doubt it.. he's very friendly.. and he really jest me one time or another but still.. still.. i miss him...

Currently listening to: I Miss You by Blink 182
Currently reading: The Case of the Long-legged Models by E.S.G.
Currently feeling: dreamy*sigh*

I AM TIRED!!!


anyway...

HaPpY bIrThDaY to.... EdLiN AnGeLiE SoAbAs...

so.. i am so tired.. nakakaasar.. and i'm all wet kasi umuulan.. so this is how my day went...

woke up at 6... got ready by 7.. sumabay knila Tita Elsa and Tito Mon.. with my mom.. papuntang UP.. and i brought HP 3 with me.. hardbound.. and it's really heavy pala.. anyway.. dumating sa up.. den we had breakfast dun.. then .. finished by 8 at diretso sa College of Public Health Auditorium.. all the while thinking how to greet edlin.. so i guess this would be the best way to do it.. anyway..may psychological testing and the likes.. puntang rob for the lunch break.. then.. i made knelson and arjay friends..well, at least i introduced them to one another.. anywy.. sbaysaby kaming naglunch.. all the while thinking kung pano mag rereply kay kelly.. di ko mafit sa day ko.. anywy..naglibot ng konti sa rob.. saw some cool stuff.. but for the same reason na wala akng pera... i wasn't able to buy it.. dang.. it saks! kelan ba ko magkakapera... anyway.. back to college of pharmacy for the campus tour.. unfortunately, it was raining when we were about to start.. so college tour muna.. i got to memorize evry name of my girl classmates.. sa boys di pa.. i was really shy.. la naman masyadong BG dun..pero mukhang mababait.. at may minor BG din.. lang major.. hehe.. then.. we figured out na it wouldn't stop raining.. so nung mejo mahina ang rain..we went out and the FBCs taught us the shortcut from UP to PGH to AS.. haay.. grabe.. kakapagod. and it was raining really hard.. nandun ako sa unhan ng pila.. i was really tired.. and while we are at the GAB.. grabe.. unconsciously.. nabangga ako sa isang chair.. made quite a commotion there.. kahiya... everyone's attention turned to me.. gosh.. what an impression i must have made.. grabe.. i was really tired then.. tapos we can already go home.. but we have to travel all the way back to CP.. so ayon.. naglakad kami ng pagkahaba haba... and i was the first one to reach CP with a few of my new friends.. nauna na ko kasi i really wana go home na.. tapos .. sakay kami LRT.. nasa baclaran.. it was still raining hard.. bought a plastic bag.. for the envelope containing publicationgs ng pahinungod.. at yong HP 3.. para di mabasa. .tapos.. waited for an FX.. tapos nagkaron.. my mom and i cramed sa likod.. so 5 kami don when it was supposed to be 4.. anywy.. sa sobrang pagod ko.. nakatulog ako don.. buti na lang i woke up in time.. and here i am now.. andito na ulit sa shop..really tired.. and about to doze off... zzzzzZZZZzzzzz.....

Currently reading: Harry Potter Yr 3 by J. K. Rowling
Currently feeling: super duper mega TIRED...

13 ways to tell if a guy/girl likes u!

Guys:

1. She makes eye contact and smiles at you. (ganito ba talga?? oh well.. ndi kaya ma misinterpret nila kaming mga girls?)

2. She calls you for homework..... a lot!! (ngek.. as if.. )

3. She flips her hair when she's talking to you. (kaya ko yan.. joke!)

4. She touches your arm when she talks to you. (everyone touches each other when talking... duh.. )

5. She says "No, I'm not telling you who I like!!" with a big smile on her face. (hehe.. interpretation: You are the ONE I like.. :loveeyes: )

6. She asks you who you like or who you would go out with seeming interested. (hmm.. that's true.. kasi the girl cares.. and subconsciously is waiting for you, guy, to ask her, the girl, out!)

7. When you go to the movies with a bunch of your friends, she's almost always next to you. (pano kung pinagttripan lang? hehe.. pero ganyan nga talga...)

8. She criticizes (put downs) the girl you like. (nah.. i'm not like that.. ewan.. kahit kelan di ko criniticize ang gusto nyang girl..)

9. She knows your WHOLE family's names (including your dog). (ganyan ba talga??? pano kung .... mas in love sya sa daddy mo.. hehe.. or sa dog??)

10. She knows stuff about you like your birthday, eye color, favorite color, screen name, favorite food, favorite band, what music you like and favorite sport. (obssessed na ang tawag jan...)

11. Her friends outside of school know about you and say she talks of you alot. (huh? daldal talga ng girl oh...)

12. She knows your phone number and address. (oo nga.. duh..pero knowing those things doesn't necessarily mean na may gusto sya talga sa guy noh..)

13. She will try and talk and spend time with you as much as possible. (haay..if possible.. why not??)

:jester: :loveeyes: :loveeyes: :jester:

Girls:

1. His snow ball hits you (but not in the face). (sige lang.. tamaan mo lang..)

2. He threw away his laser pointer after you told him you think they promote random acts of violence. (good dog..err.. boy..hehe..sana ganyan lahat..)

3. After asking you to sign his yearbook he wrote "How come we never hung out?". (haay... sana may yearbook din sya..)

4. He yelled "Hi!!" to your mom that day she picked you up From school. (sige.. yell more.. hehe.. ano to? pa-goodshot? :))

5. He blew off his buds to go see "Run Away Bride" With you cause you couldn't get another girl pal to go and you didn't want to go alone. (haay.. harry potter nga di ako masamahan eh.. so hindi nga.. so ibig sabhin.. di nya ko ****...haay.. frustration nga naman oh.. anyway.. this act is really sweet.. **sniff**)

6. Forget your jacket? You can wear his. (hmm.. reminisce... pero bat ganon? he never told me that he loved me??)

7. His voice get softer ("Hey you") whenever you two talk. (sweet...)

8. You hung up on him and he called you back. (that's great.. !!!!)

9. You were invited by him to a group outing. (haay.thanks a lot.. pano kung out of pity yon? di kaya?.... hmm.. isip isip..)

10. He called you to talk to you about nothing at all. (haay.. dami na pala nagkagusto sakin...hehe..joke.. does major telebabad count?)

11. He imitates your laugh- okay, you do snort sometimes, which makes you laugh even more! (hehe.. pano pag yong iba pa ang iniimitate? pero sometimes.. i find it annoying.. kaya nga iniimitate ko rin sya eh.. hehe.. fair.. )

12. He remembers little things you mention in casual conversation. (that's a good sign.. he remembered the first word i uttered to him the first time we met..)

13. He sometimes stares straight into your eyes. (hindi kaya may dumi lang ako sa mukha?)

** la lang talga akong magawa.. haay.. dreamy...

Currently listening to: A Little Bit by MYMP
Currently reading: Harry Potter Year 3 by J. K. Rowling
Currently feeling: dreamy...

i'm just gonna post here some of my pics.. it's not the latest though.. coz they were all taken last feb 14, 2004..

it was the birthday party of my sister Trisha at McDonald's.. and of course.. i was there.. got lots of pics there... our digicam registered about 225 pics.. from that party.. anywy... twas real good party.. so i'm gonna post some of my pics here..

That's me.. :roy: :tonylee:




That's me... actually the hand there.. is my mom's.. but i cut her out.. it's not good.. kasi she wouldn't approve seeing her face on the net.. ;-) :loveeyes: :jester:




okay..that's me.. i don't know what i was looking at.. but it sure looks like Birdie's Butt.. hehe.. :P :slaphappy:

Currently listening to: Crossing Borders by Rey Mysterio
Currently reading: none so far...

1. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night.

2. If you had to identify, in one word, the reason why the human race has not "achieved, and never will achieve, its full potential", that word would be, "meetings".

3. There is a very fine line between "hobby" and "mental illness."

4. People who want to share their religious views with you almost never want you to share yours with them.

5. You should not confuse your career with your life.

6. Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance.

7. Never lick a steak knife.

8. The most destructive force in the universe is gossip.

9. You will never find anybody who can give you a clear and compelling reason why we observe daylight savings time.

10. You should never say anything to a woman that even remotely suggests that you think she's pregnant unless you can see an actual baby emerging from her at that moment.

11. There comes a time when you should stop expecting other people to make a big deal about your birthday. That time is age eleven.

12. The one thing that unites all human beings, regardless of age, gender,religion, economic status or ethnic background, is that, deep down inside, we ALL believe we are above average drivers.

13. A person, who is nice to you, but rude to the waiter, is not a nice person. (This is very important. Pay attention. It never fails.)

14. Your friends love you anyway.

15. Never be afraid to try something new. Remember that a one lonely amateur built the Ark. A large group of professionals built the
Titanic.

FINAL Thought for the day!

16. Men are like a fine wine. They start out as grapes and it is up to women to stomp the crap out of them until they are turned into something acceptable to have dinner with.

Currently listening to: I Want You by Bon Jovi
Currently reading: i've finished reading every book i have.. :(
Currently feeling: amused

1. We're not as perverted as you think we all are.

2. No matter what YOU say, your ex-boyfriend IS a LOSER.

3. We like you to give us hugs and kisses sometimes too.

4. Don't argue with us when we call you beautiful.

5. Don't treat us like crap, what goes around comes around.

6. We know you're pretty, that's one of the reason's we're going out with you.

7. Don't go into detail about your period. It scares us.

8. If you have cramps and we ask you what's wrong, just tell us it's that time of the month and nothing more.

9. If you really liked us for us, you would let us think that our mustache, beard, or sideburns looked cool.

10. We never shave our legs. So get over it.

11. NEVER ask us if you can put makeup on us. It's just wrong........

12. Don't make bets about us, because one of your friends will tell us, if you don't.

13. When we tell you that you're not fat, BELIEVE US.

14. We absolutely do not care about the Backstreet Boys, *NSYNC, 98 Degrees, or what any other guy looks like for that matter.

15. We may not be able to pee accurately all of the time, but at least we can stand up and go pee.

16. Just cause you think you're always right, doesn't mean that you don't have to apologize when you do something "wrong."

17. You expect us to say and do sweet things for you, but it would be nice if you did the same every once in a while. We like to know that you love us.

18. We can't always be spontaneous, so try to help us make the plans sometimes.

19. Don't ask us to beat up another guy for you, cause you might get what you wish for.

20. Never kick us in the nuts "just to see what we would say". That's just mean.

21. Never pretend like you are going to break up with us and laugh when we believe you.

22. Pamela Anderson's b o o b s aren't fake anymore, but we like yours better anyway.

23. Size doesn't matter, except to idiots who don't want a relationship.

24. PMS IS NOT AN EXCUSE.

25. If you want us to put the seat down when we're done, you should put it up when you're done.

26............ Don't tell us how cute your ex-boyfriend was. That doesn't turn us on.

27. And always remember: The way to a guys heart is through his stomach..... and maybe....oh nevermind.

28. NEVER ask us to kiss other guys. You might be that comfy with your friends, but to us it's just wrong.

29. We always notice how funny it is after your rip out our heart, stick it down our throat and still want to be friends.

30. And last but not least: We know you're not always right, but we'll pretend like you are anyway.

* ganon??? *

Currently listening to: Anticipating by Britney Spears

Currently feeling: confused

1. BEAUTIFUL GIRLS SMILE. d quickest way 2 give urself a beauty boost? A simple flash of ur pearly whites! ur eyes light up and ur cheeks glow. It seems 2 easy 2 look absolutely radiant,but try it - ul see and feel d results ryt away. Break d ice,close d gap,win a friend-smile!

2. BEAUTIFUL GIRLS LOVE DER BODIES. crash diets? late-night TV sessions? self-bashing n d mirror? 8s time 2 show ur body d respect it deserves w/ a balanced diet and healthy outluk. Instead of throwing nasty remarks at urself,start telling urself wat a great body u have! Learn 2 aprc8 ur body instead of despise it! kick ur bad habits and stick 2 a healthy lyfstyle.

3. BEAUTIFUL GIRLS FLAUNT WAT DEY HAVE. beautiful girls know der best assets and r proud of dem. Whether,8s pair of long legs,an awesome singing voice,or a knack 4 cracking jokes, deyr not afraid 2 let pipol c dem at der best. B proud of wat u have and wat u can do! Show d world wat ur made of. Wen ur looking ur best and doing ur best,ul dazzle pipol w/ ur confidence.

4. BEAUTIFUL GIRLS WALK TALL. wen u want 2 walk d walk,ol u hav 2 do is throw ur shoulders bak and stand tol. Ur good posture wil make d difference wen ur n crowd. U'l stand out among d rest of d pipol slouching and shuffling der way thru.U'l luk taller, thinner, more confident.

5. BEAUTIFUL GIRLS AREN'T DAMSELS IN DISTRESS. pretending 2 lose ur dog n d park 2 get a boy 2 notice u isn't cool.Neither is coyly asking him 2 teach u basketbol wen ur actually gud at it. Stop fooling him-And urself! dont sacrifice ur capabalities juz 2 get some guys attention. Guys r impressed wen u prove ur capable of many things. Show dem wat a computer whiz u r! Politely refuse wen d bag he offers 2 carry 4 u isnt 2 heavy. Let ur feminine strength shine thru and ul take his breath away.

5. BEAUTIFUL GIRLS ACCEPT COMPLIMENTS. next tym sum1 pays u a compliment,respond w/ sincere "thank u!" Accepting compliments ISNT sign of arrogance. wen u refuse 2 believe pipol's praises,ur insecurities reveal demselves. charm pipol w/ ur confidence and graciousness.Thank dem 4 der kind words. deyl b glad dey told u so.

6. BEAUTIFUL GIRLS CAN FLY SOLO. table 4 1?, Heck,yeah! u dont have 2 b around pipol ol d tym.No parents 2 accompany u 2 supermarket?No gaggle of friends 2 help u shop?No boyfriend to hold ur hand at d movies?NO PROBLEM! ders much 2 b gained frm solitude. Independence allows u 2 make decisions and overcome insecurities. u wont always have ur friends beside u so dont b afraid to do things by urself.

7. BEAUTIFUL GIRLS R FIGHTERS. Flashing eyes,raised brows and steady stream of moving arguments- girls r beautiful wen dey know how 2 fight bak everytym der abused,ignored,stepped on or mistreated. See something u don't think is right?Go ahead,get livid!

8. BEAUTIFUL GIRLS SEE D BEAUTY IN LIFE. Life has millions of mysteries and intricacies and we'll never understand all of dem. Wat matter is we apprec8 life's beauty and r thankful 4 ol we have. Think 'bout d wonderful things dat happen everyday- ur jokes make sum1 laugh ,ur crush smiles at u, ur boots make u feel tall. Life may not be perfect, but it sure is beautiful.


*haay.. i feel so .. :)

Currently listening to: Everytime by Britney Spears

Currently feeling: B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L!!!

sometimes, in our relentless efforts to find the person we love we fail to recognize and appreciate the people who love us. we miss out on so many beautiful things and simply because we allow ourselves to be enslaved by our own sefish concerns. go for the man of deeds and not for the man of words for you will find rewarding happiness..

the best lovers are those who are capable of loving from a distance, far enough to allow the other person to grow, but never too far to feel the love deep within your being. to let go of someone doesn't mean you have to stop loving, it only means that you allow that person to find his own HAPPINESS without expecting him to come back.

letting go is not just setting the other person free, but it is also setting yourself free from all fears, bitterness, hatred, and anger that you keep in your heart. do not let the bitterness take away your strength and weaken your faith, and never allow pain to dishearten you, but rather let you grow with wisdom in bearing it.

you may have found peace in just loving someone from a distance not expecting anything in return. but be careful, for this can sustain life but can never give enough room for us to grow. we can all survive with just beautiful memories of the past but real peace and happiness come only with open acceptance of what reality is today.

there comes a time in our lives when we chance upon someone so nice and we just find ourselves getting so intensely attracted to that person. this feeling soon become a part of our everyday lives and eventually consumes our thoughts and actions. the sad part of it is when we begin to realize that this person feels nothing more for us than just friendship, or the feelings he might have for you is just too far from how you love him. we start our desperate attempt to get noticed and be closer but in the end our efforts are still unrewarded and we end up being sorry for ourselves.

you don't have to be bitter on love. what you need to learns is to accept the verdict of reality without being bitter or sorry for yourself. believe me, you would be better off giving that dedication and love to someone more deserving. don't let your heart run your life, be sensible and let your mind speak for itself. listen not only to your feelings but to reason as well.

always remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow: if you lose love it doesn't mean that you failed in love. cry, if you have to, but make it sure that the tears wash away the hurt and the bitterness that the past has left with you.

let go of yesterday and love will find its way back to you. and when it does, pray that it may be the love that will stay and last a lifetime.

"...when you lose someone...and you think you were the one who loved most between the two of you...he lost more...for someday you can love someone that way that loved him.. but he will never be loved again the way you did...."

Currently listening to: Not A Girl, Not Yet A Woman by Britney Spears

Currently feeling: in Love...

If you have to love, DON'T. Especially if the one you're going to love doesn't love you back. Unrequited love must not fill a space in your existence. Unrequited love sucks, hurts and kills. If you find yourself thinking about someone, and his sweetness, although you know he's naturally sweet to all girls, and his sweetness to you doesn't mean anything, then don't think about him. Don't be too assuming that he's checking out on you is a sign that he has a thing for you. Don't read between the lines of sweet text messages he sent to you. Don't dwell on the memories that you had with him, because most definitely, he is not dwelling on them, either. Don't fall for him. To fall in love with him will be an awful blow to your vulnerable emotions. Because surprise, surprise, he doesn't reciprocate the feelings. He is just sweet, remember?


If you think you're crushing on someone who seems to be having a thing for your friend, and your friend seems to be crushing on the guy too bigtime, take the backseat. Don't squeeze yourself in the picture. Boogie out the scene that is designated for only the two of them. At this point, don't take the risk of falling for the guy in hope that maybe it's not your friend he's attracted with, but you. That won't work. Assuming that someone loves you is the most stupid reason for propelling oneself to love. So don't assume. And if it happens that you really don't, but you have the urge to love the guy
anyway, because whoa, the guy is a catch, try your hardest to control the feeling. The worst thing that can happen is finding yourself very heartbroken from seeing your friend and your prospect together.


If you are totally crushing on a classmate, and you're nothing but his friend who buys tickets from his organization, just for his sake, then for the love of yourself, bop yourself until you realize that you have to let go of that classmate. Don't skip class because you're afraid you're going to see the two of them sitting beside each other. Look at the guy in a different light, say, notice how he doesn't match up to your ideal guy standard anyway, because he dresses so lousily. Something like that. For pete's sake, it's just a crush you say. But dear, more often than not, crush leads to love. Better stop now than endure a thousandfold pain later. Love is the sweetest thing,I know. It's the greatest feeling. That is, if the one you love loves you back. There can't be anything better than that. But if the situation is wherein you're falling for someone who just considers you as a friend, that's a different story. As much as possible, evade from those heart-wrenching situations. Love is hard to control, but try anyway. Give your best shot at falling out of love. You're lucky if you detect the absurdity and the pain of unrequited love right away, because it spares you from going through a lot of hell. All you have to do is simply occupy yourself with other things. Have fun with your life. You will fall soon, and this time, you will not get hurt, because he will reciprocate the feeling. It will not be now, but it will come in due time. Love is all about sacrifice, giving one's self freely, with no strings attached, you say. Hell, I know that. I know love is supposed to work that way. Love is really supposed to hurt, but that's what makes love love. But this is my stand. And I know you respect that.
Love has pained me so much to actually believe that it is better to have not loved at all.

Currently listening to: Outrageous by Britney Spears

Currently feeling: thoughtful

yesterday..

yesterday i woke up really early.. about 7 or 7:30.. wasn't early for some but early for me coz i usually wake up at 9.. anywy... the reason for waking up really early is because i have an NSTP Orientation at the College of Nursing in UP Manila.. I hurriedly dashed through my morning rituals.. because me and my friend, Aprille, who lives just next door, would be going to UP at 9.. but unfortunately, coz i was really slow in preparing myself we left the house by 9:10.. haay.. it was really HOT!! and i was wearing something i don't like.. a t-shirt that was really BIG for me.. blah.. ugh.. argh.. grr.. that size made me just look BIGger... haay.. nevermind.. no time to change.. wala na kasi akong masuot na iba.. it's like everything in my closet i have worn for like so many times na.. so yon na lang.. the first thing i saw when i opened my closet.. haay.. i wish i had more money to have a change in my wardrobe.. there's a lot of dresses and clothes i really wanna buy.. kaso.. la naman akong pera.. and to ask money from my parents would be.. like the end of the day.. i would really have to plead.. and kaylangan talgang magmakaawa ng todo.. and i'm gonna bug them.. and say.. please bili nyo na ko ng clothes.. engeng pera.. pambili.. i need new clothes coz i'm gonna be in college... and they're gonna say for sure.. NO.. madami ka ng damit (madami ba yon??)... ikaw na nga lang lagi naming binibilhan eh (not me..)..

so you see.. pointless pa na magisip ako at mangarap na magkaron ng bagong clothes.. i wish we could be richer.. hehe.. nah.. tama na nga.. anyway.. back to my day.. so sumakay kami ng jip palabas ng multi.. at isa pang jeep na may tatak na LRT Baclaran para makasakay ng LRT patungong Pedro Gil kung saan naroon ang UP Manila.. so sa wakas.. nasa College of Nursing na kami.. sa UP manila.. pagdating namin doon isang napakahabang pila ang aming sinalubong.. ang tagal naming naghntay..at tuyong tuyo na ang aking lalamunan.. so buti na lang at bumili si aprille ng tubig for me at sarsi for her.. habang ako'y nagbabantay sa amng pila.. hehe.. pagdating nya.. hiniram ko ang kanyang cellphone para makopya ko ang mga numero ng aking mga kabatch.. so un.. pagkatapos ng napakahabang oras ng pagiintay.. nakapasok na kami sa wakas.. nakakatawa(haha!) ang taong nagoorient sa amin.. isa syang dentist.. at oo.. he attempted at every chance he could get to make us laugh.. i admit yong iba nakakatawa.. pero it was really corny..hehe.. not good for a laugh naman.. :) :P

pagkatapos nun.. inintroduce ko si Arjay at si Aprille sa isa't isa.. si arjay ay kaklase ko noong ako'y grade 4 at 5 sa cavite.. at yon.. 3 kaming tumungo sa robinson para maglunch.. (kaylangan ko pa kasing pumunta sa ENT kaya lunch muna kami.. dahil lunch break pa ng ospital..) so un.. humiwalay din si arjay dahil ayaw nya sa mcdo.. gusto daw nya kanin.. pero mas trip ata nya ang foodcourt.. pero yoko na sa foodcourt dun..winarningan na kasi kami ng FBC namin na madumi sa foodcourt..at may daga sa goldilocks.. yak!! kaya yon..mcdo kami.. ang aking ultimate favorite.. :) so yon.. inorder namin ni aprille ay pareho.. isang meal D... (1 pc chicken and rice) at ang coke.. ginwang iced tea.. so yon.. tinapos namin ang lunch.. at bago pumunta ng hospital(PGH).. naghanap muna kami ng tindahan ng mga panali ng buhok dahil sa sobrang init.. at surprisingly, ako'y giniginaw.. to tell you the truth..may sakit ako.. arawaraw akong nilalagnat.. pero panandalian lamang.. ewan ko kung bakit.. anyway.. pagkalibot ng rob.. nakahanap din kami..sa department store dun..at sa wakas.. nagtali na kami ng aming buhok.. now.. i don't care na kung ano itsura ko.. just to get my hair tied up..so un..alam kong mukha akong tanga sa itsura ko..pero who cares? anyway.. nagpunta na kami ng ospital..at yon tapos na.. iinom daw ulit ako ng antibiotic.. (AYOKO NA!!) ang aking katawan ay puro gamot na.. hay.. at ayoko ng antibiotic.. dahil nagaamoy gamot ako.. pati ang aking ihi.. anyway.. wala naman akong magagawa kundi ang sumunod..at yon..babalik ako next week para magpaschedule ng operation.. at yon ay kapag magaling na ang aking pre-auricular sinus.. anywy.. umuwi na rin kami.. mainit talga.. buti na lang at airconditioned ang LRT.. so un.. nakarating na rin ako dito sa g-unit.. at ako'y hilong hilo talga.... so pagdating ng 6 ata.. ako ay umuwi na.. nagsidecar ako.. at kagulat gulat..alam na ng driver kung san ako nakatira.. should i be thankful or what??

so nasa bahay na ko..at nanonood akong TV.. pagkatapos ng THE AMANDA SHOW.. teka.. nakakaasar si Moody sa Moody's point.. bakit ganon..tinanong sya ng bestfriend nya.."moody, do you think there's a chance that bestfriends could be more than just friends?" sabi ni moody.."yes..but right now. i'm not ready to be more than friends with anyone.." tapos.. umalis si bestfriend..at dumating si BG Boy na crush ni moody.at yon.. nagfrench kiss sila.. (bata pa si amanda 12 yrs old pa lang yan..bakit nagffrench kiss na sya??) ayon.. nakita sila ni bestfriend.. at nahurt sya.. haay.. iba talga kapag BG ang isang guy.. nasisira ang word of honor.. hehe..so ayon.. nagfflip ako ng channel at biglang palabas sa abc 5 ang AMERICAN IDOL! at ako'y nanood.. ang galing talga ni Fantasia Barrino.. tapos.. tinext ako ni kelly.. dumaan pala sila sa street namin... tapos sabi ko..sana kumatok kayo para pinapasok ko sila ng house.. so bumalik sila..at grabe.. ang kulit pala ni kelly.. sobrang libot ng eyes and hands nya..want to get at everything..hehe.. tinignan lahat ng rooms.. oo.. alam ko, kelly.. maliit lang bahay namin..at mahirap lang kami.. at alam ko.. na mayaman ka.. okei? di mo na sana ginwa yon.. so you have to promise now na iimbitahan mo kami sa house mo.. pero natatakot ako bumisita sa house nila.. mayaman kasi sila.. or sosi.. hehe.. rich type.. maraming pera.. flashy.. kaya yon.. baka kung ano.. haay.. mababasa nya kasi to eh.. kaya i have to limit my words.. gets nyo na siguro.. ang typical na mayaman ay *some text missing*.. so ayon.. makulit si kelly sobra.. malikot.. pero mabait.. he's the guy *some text missing*.. so ayon.. haay.. nag laro kami ng BLUFF!! hehe.. ang saya..ako kasi parati panalo eh..si kelly nandadaya pa..hehe.. talo tuloy parati.. pati sa HEART ATTACK talo siya.. ako panalo dun eh.. hehe.. tapos dinner time na.. syempre kumain kami..at lahat kami ay onti lang ang kinain..unang natapos si migz.. tapos umalis sya.. how can one person be so rude as to go out without even asking permission or without even saying na aalis na sya.. basta bigla na lang siyang umalis..at si kelly ay todo sisi sakin..sabi ba naman.. "IKAw kasi eh.." haay.. i could have dubbed him that nickname.. he's always putting the blame on someone else.. he's a good person but why does he have to put the blame on someone else.. why not just shut up.. diba? it would be making things worse.. so yon.. pinabayaan na namin si migz and we finished dinner.. tapos.. lumabas kami.. oo nga pala.. nanonood kami kanina ng hannibal.. kaso tinigil namin para maglaro ng bluff.. parng bullshit dun sa "how to lose a guy in 10 days".. so ayon.. ano pa ba ang ginawa namin? ayon.. basta dumating din si migz at yon.. nagsaya kami.. hehe.. pillow fight.. bago nga pala dumating si migz eh nagsspin the bottle kami.. walang bottle take turns lang..hehe.. tatlo lang kami na gusto eh... di naman ganon kasaya.. masakit kasi.........

so dumating na si migz.. nagpillowfight kami.. (inulit ko lang).. tapos.. i decided na manood kami ng "THE RING".. 10:30 na ng gabi non.. nasa sala na si mariah, trisha, mikey, ako, kelly at migz.. kami ay nanood na... pinatay ang ilaw..at full ang sounds.. si kelly ay naghahanap ng trusurround..hehe... dati may ganon kami kaso di nakakabit ngayon..poor him.. anyway.. nanood na kami.. at umalis ako sandali para magchange ng girls-know-what.. at bumalik na ko.. sa bandang gitna ng palabas.. umuwi na sila kelly at migz.. they bade goodbye.. gabi na kasi.. 11:00 na non... after nilang umalis nagligpit ako at natulog na.. haay.. what a long day...

today.. i woke up at 9 am.. at masakit ang katawan ko.. nabugbog ata ako sa pillow fight.. hehe.. at eto ako ngayon.. gutom na.. 1:47 na kasi ng tanghali at di pa ko naglulunch. I'm hungry.. and i am depressed... kasi.. yesterday.. at hapon time.. (coño.. hehehe..).. sinabihan ako na ang pangit ko.. wah.. huhu.. mama ko pa nagsabi non.. pero i really look like drab.. pero i was hurt anyway..tears fell from my eyes.. hay i almost blurted out na.. if i could have some money i would have a makeover.. cut my hair.. change my wardrobe. buy new shoes.. new clothes.. new bags... even lose my weight and sana pumuti na ko ulit.. haay.. alam ko..beauty is in the eye of the beholder.. pano kung walang "beholder" but me..

pathetic...

Currently listening to: One Call Away by Chingy
Currently reading: W.I.T.C.H. magazine
Currently feeling: depressed

okay.. to start with.. i am very dizzy... i see the world spinning and i am out of this world.. it's like i'm in a parallel universe.. oww...

yesterday.. i haven't done much.. it was a really boring day yesterday.. anyway.. about 9:30.. as a result of being lonely.. i called kelly.. and a major telebabad session which lasted 18 minutes ensued between the two of us.. nothing much.. okay.. so it was really long..

i went to bed after that conversation.. so that was about 10 in the evening.. and i woke up today at 9:30..

fast forward..

i was already out of the house.. treading my way towards g-unit net cafe.. but unfortunately, as i have gone more than 500 steps.. i realized that i left my cellphone.. so i hurriedly walked fast (redundant?) back to my house.. then i got my cp.. and walked the opposite direction. rather.. walked to g-unit net cafe using another route.. just trying out how long kelly and migz walked just to get to our house.. and mind you, it was really long.. add to that the high temperature.. i arrived at g-unit net cafe really sweating and dizzy..

so here i am... :boggled:

Currently listening to: Vincent by Don McLean
Currently reading: wala pa rin...
Currently feeling: stressed

haay.. i won't tell how this day really started coz i did that already in my previous entry..anyway.. there are two EMBARRASSING things that happened to me today.. and they are really embarrassing...

1. while i was playing "crazy taxi" kelly sat behind my back..and so i was telling him about the game.. and i continued talking and talking.. and i was shut up by a voice.. "uhm.. monique..i'm hir".. and when i looked around.. nasa dulo na pala sya.. (talk about major embarrassment!) i could have hid under the computer table.. anyway.. so much for that. basta.. nakakahiya talga.. and people were like laughing..haay.. :-D

2. another thing... kasi ang kulit ni kelly.. "to him: kasi ikaw eh.." hehe. so yon.. ganito yong nangyari.. may magtitime ng 10:25 tapos.. naduling ako.. akala ko ung isa ung time na... so i ruined the guy's game dahil sinabi ko na time na sya.. and when i looked at the log.. oh my GoD! mali yong sinabhan ko.. so i have to go out.. run to him..to tell him na hindi pa sya 'time'!...haay.. nakakatawa talga.. and sobra sa kahihiyan..

haay.. nakakaasar talaga.. kasi naman si kelly eh.. nanggugulo.. hehe.. neway.. so much for that.. masaya naman eh.. at least we had some laugh.. hehe... :) :P

Currently listening to: Age of Mythology (BGM)
Currently reading: wala pa rin...
Currently feeling: hahahahahahha!!!!

haay.. i am really exhausted.. and i was sick this saturday.. and today.. up to today..and i was like sick for 3 days na.. imagine how cruel life is.. being sick during summer.. it could have been worse if it was during school days.. coz i really hate skipping school.. anyway.. i was taking a lot of medicines..

1. cloxacillin - for my pre-auricular sinus infection...
2. neozep - for my colds...
3. solmux - for my cough..
4. biogesic - for headache...

but i've stopped the biogesic and neozep now.. haay.. i feel like when i'm gonna be tested for drugs.. its gonna turn out positive.. with all these medications.. argh..

wish ko lang.. pumayat din ako noh.. just like last december.. nagkadengue ako.. i really lost a lot of weight.. and that's without exercise.. bwahahaha... *laughs* haay.. kung kailangan ko pang magkasakit para pumayat ako.. parang ayoko ng pumayat.. hehe.. di naman ako mataba diba? *asking myself.. hmm...* well.. la naman ganong nagsasabi sakin na mataba ako.. except si ????? at etc.. hehe.. :) ge.. gotta go..

bday ni dada eh.. we're going out.. yehey!!!

Currently listening to: silence.. total silence..
Currently reading: la pa rin..
Currently feeling: in love...

so this is the continuation of what i wrote last night..

after i wrote the last statement of the latest entry.. i just logged out.. then we all went inside the car.. and we readied ourselves for a night in Baywalk..

Info: baywalk is located along the roxas blvd.

okay.. so it was really hard looking for a place to park.. we literally parked at the end of baywalk.. and then we walked (of course) to find a place where we could eat.. there are a lot of restaurants there.. and there are really a lot of cool places... here are some of them...

1. Cafe Adriatico - the music is really good there.. the singers are great.. though not that good looking.. the voice is really great.. and the ambience.. the chairs.. hmm... good..

2. Anthology - haha.. now that's a funny place.. before going there.. you would see a white human statue.. sobrang nakakagulat kasi.. sometimes it would just move.. even if you know that it is really human.. gosh.. and it's funny kasi when it moves.. para syang robot.. not a statue really.. pero its fun.. then comes the anthology (mismo!) the staff there are all small.. dwarves.. midgets..isip ko nga.. if ever i would eat there.. i would be the tallest there.. (of course, not minding the other customers.. hehe.. ) anyway... after that.. a black human statue.. mas creepy to!

there are a lot of restos pa.. kaso i couldn't remember every one of them... so we walked.. until we reached the end of baywalk.. and taht is YAKITORI DORI.. that's where we ate... ang hirap kasi if we would go back again.. besides.. we were really tired and hungy all the same.. haay.. and then .. it was really cheap there.. bottomless iced tea.. sobra! i drank about 5 glasses of iced tea! dami noh? so it was really cheap.. hehe.. masaya... plus.. the singers! gosh.. they are really good.. maybe i could work there someday.. if i have extra time.. i could be a singer, noh? hehe.. :) anyway.. ang galing talaga ng mga singers.. kaso they play a limited number of songs lang.. sayang.. i was really enjoying there..

one more thing i noticed.. ang daming reflexologists don.. it wasn't tiring naman to walk there.. mind you.. i was wearing 3 inch heels.. and we walked the whole of baywalk.. pero my legs aren't even tired.. eh before going there i was somewhere else.. haay... i bet it's expensive..

a bad thing don.. the smell of the manila bay.. ugh.. don't even ask me to evaluate and describe it.. it's really awful.. di magandang ibagay sa pagkain ng deli food dun..

so yon.. on the way back to the car.. mikey caught a glimpse of a fold of bills... money.. he stepped on it.. and voila.. gave it to my father.. when we paused sa bibingka store.. they counted the money.. at swerte! it was 900 bucks! swerte noh? i was wondering.. sa dami ng tao dun.. no one even noticed it? gosh.. and yong tao di man lang napansin yon? thank God! we really need money eh.. we are in some kind of a financial crisis... so yon.. swerte talga.. and thanks to God! so yon.. we bought bibingka.. and it tastes really good.. hm..

p.s. if you haven't read the previous entry.. may 30 is the bday of my dad.. kaya we went there... haay.. swerte talga.. it was a nice bday.. :)

p.p.s. i still think that the best bday celebration is my 16th.. where i really spent my bday in the hospital.. coz i was sick of dengue.. it was the most memorable.. and it was the best..

Currently listening to: NFSU BGM
Currently reading: Memoirs of an Ex-Prom Queen
Currently feeling: hyper