My line just got disconnected (permanently, i think) the day before yesterday. Oh, gosh it's so sad to lose that line. Good thing I still got the messages and the numbers intact. The problem is, no more network connection. So what's the use of having that phone? Soon, I would upload all the messages and numbers stored there so I can throw away the phone or pass it on to my sibs. But that phone's an antique. Yet it costs less. Probably less than a thousand. Haha. N6210. Junk. But it did serve a lot for me. It gave me happiness.

Goodbye to the world of texting.

For now. Haha.

Currently feeling: disappointed

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Currently feeling: refreshed

I recently got a comment in my "Welcome" entry from a tabulas friend that he was a victim of plagiarism. Read his entry about it and it would do you good.

I just added the music part last night and I was hoping that you would give comments about it. It would surely be nice to hear from you.

Yesterday, had a chat with Rhalph. He was kinder and more subdued. Anyway, I don't want to talk about our conversation. The good thing was he understood me and he even offered help like he's gonna lend me his copies of WITCH (my favorite comic mag), and some of my dying-to-watch-but-can't-coz-of-sickness type of movies. Haha. He's really making it up to me, I think. But I may be wrong. He really wanted to talk to me personally but there was no time. I wish he said everything he wanted before. Before when we were still in highschool. Back then, he was such a clam. He won't talk to me and he won't answer my questions. There was time then. But now, I think there's none. I already accepted then that there would be no answers to my questions. I didn't even know about the reason why he just walked away from our friendship. Before, I could say that we were really close. Then one day, he just won't talk to me. I was mad, furious, vexed. But then, I understood that he didn't want to be friends with me anymore or so. There was a time when I really searched for answers. That was the last time I asked and he still gave no answers. So I stopped being persistent. And I let him go. Now, he's just a friend. He gave me a dose of barbaric words and ideas. I returned it. The good friendship was destroyed and the reason I don't know. Sad, huh?

On the lighter side, I'm more open for friendships offered by others. Unlike before. And I like who I am now.

Currently feeling: content

*sigh*

I've been organizing my Yahoo! address book and my hands were really tired from all those typing. Gosh! I've deleted my entire address book last summer, in hopes of organizing it sooner. But it was just now that I've started to arrange it. I've deleted unnecessary contacts. And I've compiled the email addresses of my highschool batchmates. Soon, I'll be adding my college friends. But that would be later, coz I haven't finished adding all up. Only half of the lot was there in the address book. I'm also hoping that I could add the Tropang Pauso barkada pics in the parsci_0304_rocks yahoo group. *sigh* I really need a lot of internet time to do all those. And I'm gonna do templates for my close friends.

Wish me luck!

I'm helping the shop to audit the monthly income for the computers numbered 6-10. Anyway, it's not that fun. It deals with a lot of numbers and sometimes I get really dizzy.

I just hope I could finish it on time. Well, there's no deadline but I ought to finish it ASAP. So that I could have more free time. Argh.

Anyway, I'm sleepy. I ought to get more sleep. But isn't 11 sleeping hours enough? haha..

I want barbecue, and McDo Chicken. OMG! I'm craving for those cheap food. Haha. And I want the cream cheese pizza of Pizza Hut. Yum! Yum!

I can't even remember the last time I ate pizza. Gosh. It's been 2 months now.

I better stop now. Food is all I can think about now. Right, burger?

Currently feeling: hungry

I'm really thinking about organizing my tabulas account. Like organize it. I'm gonna add a lot of content pages though. I don't know. What do you think? Hmm.

I'm so proud of myself coz I've gotten over my bad habit of texting. Ok. *Sounds surreal?* NO. When my line got disconnected, there was no way of my handling my phone again. What for? Of course you're gonna wonder how I'd keep intouch. Oh yeah. There's the e-mail, chat, friendster, blog, and the personal communication. Well, at least I disproved my "I can't live without a cellphone" statement.

Anyway, I've been doing a lot of stuff lately. Well, I've been doing some fanfic readings. It's great. Just stories that were out of the real flicks. I've been planning to make a list of books that I want to add to my collection. I just hope I would have the money to buy them. Unfortunately, my family's broke. Such a bad thing. Business is not good enough. I don't know how long we're gonna live this way.

Sometimes, I wonder if time would come that we would all starve. *crosses fingers* I hope NOT. If you would see one side of our hallway, bills and disconnection notices were posted there. It's really horrible. I tell you. It makes you wanna commit suicide to escape all the earthly troubles. All I can do is sigh and rant.

Currently listening to: Sunny Came Home by Paula Cole

Currently feeling: anxious

This has always been a debatable question. Let me know what you think. Pls.

Personally, if there would come a time that I would choose between the two of them I would choose the one who loves me. Why? Because there is a security. The lovely feeling that someone loves you and because of that he would not dare to hurt you, in any way. Right?

Let me know what you think.

Currently listening to: Overjoyed by Paolo Santos

Currently feeling: good

Today, started as an ordinary day. I woke up about 7 and seeing that it's still early, I went back to bed and slept for 2 more hours. When I woke up, I ate breakfast. *cough* and *sneeze*
Yes, I'm kinda sick. *sniff*

Anyway, I'm still in charge of the G-Unit Net Cafe. I installed Roller Coaster Tycoon 2 on about 4 computers. Yey! I can play it again. I was really addicted to that game before, together with The Sims. Oh yes! That lovely game. Some people my age wouldn't play that kind of game (coz it's like kid's stuff) but I just can't play any rough computer games like Counter Strike, NBA Live 2004, Command and Conquer Generals, Ragnarok, etc. Well, whatever. We have different tastes when it comes to leisure, anyway.

I've been learning how to use Adobe Photoshop and Adobe Imageready. I already know some stuff. But what I would really want to learn is to make animated images using Imageready. All I learned was the usual things like drawing, coloring, etc. The web-related thing I learned was to make image maps. Kinda cool. I've got a lot more to learn.

I want to attend a concert of Incubus and Linkin Park. Unfortunately, I missed it this year. There's more to come, I hope.

I also wanted to go the Hoobastank concert, not that I like that group, but I just want to go out. But circumstances were different. And also the Black Eyed Peas concert, I like their songs. Makes me dance.

If someone would just invite me to a concert, I would be truly happy. Now what?

Ok. First, I want books. Oh yeah. I am a bookworm. So what? I can read a paperback novel in just one sitting. Something like the Harry Potter series. Well, that's if I ain't doing anything. But if I'm in school, that would take me 2 days. Slow.

Anyway, I would also like to broaden my music and video collection.

So now you know what to give me for Christmas and my birthday. Haha.

Of course, something personally made would be much appreciated.

Anyway, David, the boy next door G-Unit Net Cafe, was really cool. He's not that tall. Just taller than me by an inch. That doesn't matter though. Both me and my mom thinks he's cute. He's a Filipino raised in Las Vegas, USA. He's 22 years old. And he's here in the Philippines to study and get a degree in Nursing.

He has a very American accent which is really great and he understands Tagalog but rarely speak the language because he has a funny accent. Cute.

He's a rakista type of guy. With tattoos and I think he has pierced ears. Anyway, he recently cut his hair. (The tail was gone.) Anyway, he's really cute. Haha.

So much for that. He's a boxer. And trains everyday. He trains real hard.

So there, my afternoon was spent managing the shop and talking to him.

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Trisha and Paolo

My, my. My sister Trisha was very amused (tagalog translation: KILIG) that Paolo has a crush on her.

She discovered the Love Quiz on the internet where you would enter your name then the name of your crush then choose from a drop-down menu what question to answer. She chose "Does my crush has a crush on me too?" and the answer was "YES."

Gosh. She was very aggressive. Once, she told us that Paolo asked her to guess who his crush is. And then, she said every girl name in the class and still the answer was NO. The last resort was to say, "AKO?". Then Paolo just giggled. Trisha inferred that she was definitely the crush of his classmate. haha.

My family think that she would be the 1st one among us to marry with that kind of attitude. I was thinking of what she would be like in the future? more aggressive perhaps.

I got to stop blogging now. Someone's waiting in line.

By the way, Trisha's only 7. *grins*

Currently listening to: Breaking The Habit by Linkin Park

Alas! I'm already learning again how to play Roller Coaster Tycoon 2. I can't believe it, I'm gaining thousands of dollars a week on my amusement park. I just hope it could be real so that I could pay all my family's debts.

Though, I failed the objective (It was to have 1,500 guests in the park at the end of October Year 4, I had more than that but some wanted to go home. Can't blame them, they lack money because the cash machine wasn't developed yet.) I have tons of money now, and I'm even capable of buying the 10 most expensive rollercoasters. YES!

So funny how I can be so amused at this. Well, I still think that I'm better at playing The Sims than Roller Coaster Tycoon 2.

The Sims is my ultimate favorite game.

I'll be installing The Sims soon on our computers here. Soon.

P.S. I'm really having fun playing Roller Coaster Tycoon 2.

Currently listening to: The Reason by Hoobastank

Currently feeling: happy

Gawd! I got my first manicure today. Yey! Well, I actually purposely did not cut my fingernails for 2-3 weeks just so I could have them manicured. Haha.

Man, I still got no time to go to the some derm clinic. I need to be waxed. I can't wear sleeveless now. I'm not hairy okay? I'm just, let's say so hygienic. Haha.

I don't want to shave them coz I don't want to.

I don't wanna pluck them, coz I'm gonna have chicken skin.

I don't wanna do anything else other than wax it. It's the best way. Haha.

Anyway, I'm really excited now to go back to school. I wanna go read school books again. I wanna do assignments again. I wanna commute again. I wanna go see UP again. I wanna go round Robinsons again. I wanna see my friends again!

By the way, David's getting me into the rock scene. I'm sure Nikki would have loved him. He's so into rock, punk rock, all rock. Haha. He's a really cool guy. He let me listen to.. Let's see, I got some of his albums here in my pc.

a. Hawthorne Heights - Silence in Black and White
b. Hoobastank - The Reason
c. Incubus - A Crow Left of the Murder
d. New Found Glory - Catalyst
e. Rufio - Perhaps I Suppose
f. Saves the Day - Stay What You Are
g. Yellowcard - Ocean Avenue

Those are the artists and their albums. God, they're SO GOOD! David's really turning me into a punk rock chic. And he's determined.

Whatever. I like rock anyway. It's such an eternal genre.

Currently feeling: like a rock chic

Damn! Photobucket's on hiatus. I can't upload new pictures. How the hell am I supposed to upload them so that I can use them here? Damn! I've been into fanlisting today and I've got a lot of pictures to upload. Damn it. How could I link those fansites without using their images (buttons)? the hell!

Currently feeling: annoyed

Goodness. I just finished working. Well, early this morning someone asked me to type for him. Damn. 2 chapters of his thesis. Well, it's okay. At least, I'm gonna earn money. I finished it in 3 hours. Tough.

I wanna go shopping. Damn. It's almost Christmast time. I still don't have a Christmas shopping list. I might not give anyone gifts. haha. Kidding. :)

I'm excited for Christmas because I don't know what's gonna happen. Haha.

What's exciting me more is the fact that I'm gonna be 17 on the 17th! It'll only happen once in my life. (of course, unless I won't be older next year) I was wishing for a special kind of birthday. Oh God please give me one nice birthday. A birthday I'll never forget. In a good way, I hope.

This time, Photobucket is already working. Thank God I could now download images. Well, I'm not yet through. I've still got a bunch of pictures. I was hoping to upload them all before I post them here. So better watch out when I release those photos. They're of me, my family, my friends, etc.

Goodness. I lost weight. AGAIN. Good for me. I was hoping I could be down to 90 lbs. Just a little more to go. Do you think I could be that thin?

Currently listening to: Face the Truth by Rufio

Currently feeling: tired

First, I'm gonna tell you what happened this morning. And yesterday.

Yesterday, my mommy (grandma) got here. She asked again for money to pay for our credit card. Damn! And then I asked how it got so big. Then she started to enumerate everything. Then she reprimanded me. I was so crushed. Tears were streaming from my eyes. I didn't talk to her after that. I was left speechless. What could I say? How can I relieve my family from all those debts? I'll do anything just to earn money. And somehow, I really feel guilty because if I hadn't been sick we wouldn't have spent such a lot of money. I wish I hadn't been sick. I wish we have lots of money. What could I do? Tell me.

Okay, this morning I woke up really early. Then my mom asked me to find the official receipt of the hospital bill. Problem is, I don't know where to find it. And she said that I gave it to the admin in UP but I didn't. I kept on saying that it's just in the house and that it might be misplaced. Then she hurt. I was crying hard. I was really crying. Damn. My eyes are puffy now. Anyway, I don't wanna talk about it now. It just pains me.

My parents dropped me off here at G-Unit Net Cafe then I started cleaning the place. David came over and we answered the Eye Spy game. That game's really cool. There are about 80 items and you have to guess which pair of eyes belongs to. There's no face, just an image of their eyes. There's madonna's, britney's, demi moore's, david blaine's, etc. It's fun. But we weren't capable of answering all of it.

Anyway, he told me that he'll be having a fight by the end of October. He's into boxing anyway. That's pretty cool and he trains at Manny Pacquiao's gym. He's not tall though. Only 5'6" and I'm like 5'2". David's as tall as Manny Pacquiao. Starting October David's gonna live at the gym coz he's gonna train real hard. Hope he wins the fight. It would be his first time. :)

Mommy's here and she gave me a tuna sandwich which I ate and she gave me some Sprite. She's making up to me. But she doesn't know that it takes more than that to make it up to me. I'm not swayed by material things. If she would just say sorry. If only.

Currently listening to: Nobody's Listening by Linkin Park

Currently feeling: worried