Confusion
Posted at 10:10 AM in Personal, Daily Ramblings | 4 comment(s)
First, I'm gonna tell you what happened this morning. And yesterday.
Yesterday, my mommy (grandma) got here. She asked again for money to pay for our credit card. Damn! And then I asked how it got so big. Then she started to enumerate everything. Then she reprimanded me. I was so crushed. Tears were streaming from my eyes. I didn't talk to her after that. I was left speechless. What could I say? How can I relieve my family from all those debts? I'll do anything just to earn money. And somehow, I really feel guilty because if I hadn't been sick we wouldn't have spent such a lot of money. I wish I hadn't been sick. I wish we have lots of money. What could I do? Tell me.
Okay, this morning I woke up really early. Then my mom asked me to find the official receipt of the hospital bill. Problem is, I don't know where to find it. And she said that I gave it to the admin in UP but I didn't. I kept on saying that it's just in the house and that it might be misplaced. Then she hurt. I was crying hard. I was really crying. Damn. My eyes are puffy now. Anyway, I don't wanna talk about it now. It just pains me.
My parents dropped me off here at G-Unit Net Cafe then I started cleaning the place. David came over and we answered the Eye Spy game. That game's really cool. There are about 80 items and you have to guess which pair of eyes belongs to. There's no face, just an image of their eyes. There's madonna's, britney's, demi moore's, david blaine's, etc. It's fun. But we weren't capable of answering all of it.
Anyway, he told me that he'll be having a fight by the end of October. He's into boxing anyway. That's pretty cool and he trains at Manny Pacquiao's gym. He's not tall though. Only 5'6" and I'm like 5'2". David's as tall as Manny Pacquiao. Starting October David's gonna live at the gym coz he's gonna train real hard. Hope he wins the fight. It would be his first time. :)
Mommy's here and she gave me a tuna sandwich which I ate and she gave me some Sprite. She's making up to me. But she doesn't know that it takes more than that to make it up to me. I'm not swayed by material things. If she would just say sorry. If only.
Yesterday, my mommy (grandma) got here. She asked again for money to pay for our credit card. Damn! And then I asked how it got so big. Then she started to enumerate everything. Then she reprimanded me. I was so crushed. Tears were streaming from my eyes. I didn't talk to her after that. I was left speechless. What could I say? How can I relieve my family from all those debts? I'll do anything just to earn money. And somehow, I really feel guilty because if I hadn't been sick we wouldn't have spent such a lot of money. I wish I hadn't been sick. I wish we have lots of money. What could I do? Tell me.
Okay, this morning I woke up really early. Then my mom asked me to find the official receipt of the hospital bill. Problem is, I don't know where to find it. And she said that I gave it to the admin in UP but I didn't. I kept on saying that it's just in the house and that it might be misplaced. Then she hurt. I was crying hard. I was really crying. Damn. My eyes are puffy now. Anyway, I don't wanna talk about it now. It just pains me.
My parents dropped me off here at G-Unit Net Cafe then I started cleaning the place. David came over and we answered the Eye Spy game. That game's really cool. There are about 80 items and you have to guess which pair of eyes belongs to. There's no face, just an image of their eyes. There's madonna's, britney's, demi moore's, david blaine's, etc. It's fun. But we weren't capable of answering all of it.
Anyway, he told me that he'll be having a fight by the end of October. He's into boxing anyway. That's pretty cool and he trains at Manny Pacquiao's gym. He's not tall though. Only 5'6" and I'm like 5'2". David's as tall as Manny Pacquiao. Starting October David's gonna live at the gym coz he's gonna train real hard. Hope he wins the fight. It would be his first time. :)
Mommy's here and she gave me a tuna sandwich which I ate and she gave me some Sprite. She's making up to me. But she doesn't know that it takes more than that to make it up to me. I'm not swayed by material things. If she would just say sorry. If only.
Currently listening to: Nobody's Listening by Linkin Park
Currently feeling: worried
